Many people have a sense that their true nature is buried deep inside. They might attend workshops, go on spiritual retreats, or follow a specific regimen in hopes of connecting to that core self. You never had that problem. You've always known who you are- in your gut. You may not be able to describe it (much less explain it), but you know it's in there urging you, compelling you to live a complete and realized life. But this doesn't come as a result of good habits and healthy living. Crisis plays an active role in your psychic development. Pluto is the Planet of ordeals and the remarkable transformations that arise from them.